Let's play a game of who's knives cut the deepest;
who's blood stains the richest; who's lies are more vicious.
Let's just say I've got you beat. I believe in love, but not defeat.
While the catalyst is just a pawn to move on.
I know you're strong enough to leave here.
Please stay.
I don't want you to find a love outside these arms of mine.
I know, "Nothing is permanent." I just wanted something to believe.
I've always felt I'm secondary to everyone who's temporary.
Nothing is permanent. I just want to feel like it could be.
I'm reverting to my old ways.
Did you tell them all about me? And how your better off without me?
Let's play a game of Russian Roulette Kiss and Tell.
We might as well.
I spin the barrel like a bottle.
Truth or Dare was not our motto.
I kissed the gun and it kissed back.
But dear, I feel like I'm attacked.
Never have I ever wanted it to be this way.
I said what I said because I feel it's your fault.
I know I'm insecure but this feels like assault.
I'm all that you have and you're all that I've got.
I hope I'm enough but I know that I'm not.
Fairbanks is nice this time of year.
Almost as nice as it was here.
We don't know how to stay sincere.
So, I guess it's over.
Anchorage is what I want to feel.
You want it too but I know that
we'll never have the strength to say appeal.
Still we need closure.
Please, just come back home.
I don't want to lie to anyone else.
You don't have the self defense to withstand my deliverance.
And I've become so desperate to make my shots deliberate.
I was never acknowledged long enough to be ignored.
But I could never comprehend what it's like to be abhorred.
I don't want to lie to anyone new.