when i'm in this state of mind,
i'm wishing i was blind,
sometimes life is more than pain to me...

i feel the power of my grief,
death would be such a relief,
all the secrets that i hide would die with me...

depression is my only friend,
will this torture never end,
let me carry on to dreamer's sky...

i keep crying in my dreams,
can you hear my endless screams,
when i fade away, i fade away...

this fluid on my cheek,
it drains me, i get weak,
my heart is cold and bleak,
black blood, black tears,
black tears, black tears,
black...

life is like a masquerade,
in dept to myself, but i can't pay,
soon i'll call it all a day, away...

i never felt what you call guilt,
i still believe "do what thou wilt",
my sorrow will destroy the world i've built...

this fluid on my cheek,
it drains me, i get weak,
my heart is cold and bleak,
black blood, black tears,
black tears, black tears,
black...

black tears,
black tears,
black...