I feel like I'm becoming
a butterfly
or a golden bee
my smile's like razorblades
when I smile
it cuts bloody deep
my body's on the magazines
my face on the TV
my voice on the radio
thats me in my dreams
but when I open my eyes
I see I'm a piece of SHIT!
A WORTLESS COWARD!
A VAPID WHORE!
A MORAL-LESS REFUGEE!
COVERED IN SORES!
A BLITHERING SEA COW!
LOST IN ITS DREAMS!
NOBODY LIKES ME, YEAH!
NOBODY WANTS ME AT ALL!
NOBODY LIKES ME, YEAH!

wet blue world--- it fills me up
I find I'm deep inside
waves crash and I breathe water
but I haven't died
I wont come up
I wont come up for air
I wont come up
I wont come up for air

.....and beneath the waves
I hide my head in the darker waters
and nobody sees
....I cut myself
and hope to draw you in
but even the sharks pass by
someone please explain
all alone I'm growing colder
laughter like cancer over my shoulder
mirrors like hatchets to the world of my face
you know I'm a complete . . . . . I'M A COMPLETE DISGRACE!

IM NOT A MANATEEN
IM NOT A MANATEEN
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE
. . . .and beneath the sea
I give up and I descend
and I'm finally free

wet blue world
fills me up
fills me deep inside
waves crash and I breath water
but I haven't died
NEVER
WITH A FURIOUS POISON IN MY HEART
WILL I RETURN FROM THE DARKER WATERS
I LET THE TIDE TEAR ME APART
NEVER
WITH FURIOUS POISON IN MY VEINS
WILL I RETURN FROM THE DARKER WATERS
I WON'T HOLD MY BREATH AND WAIT FOR CHANGE
I DIE
IT'S A SUICIDE
MY BODY SWALLOWED BY THE DEEP BLUE ABYSS
AND INTO THE ENDLESS TIDE
i wont come up
i wont come up
i wont come up for air tonight
i wont come up
i wont come up
i wont come up for air tonight

cold
and all alone
but now I give up