Hit like a ton,
But I'm still aware.

Now it's known.

So a beautiful one
Lets you come undone...

You're still alone.

Find your one way
To have your say.

Truth obscured and I'm victimized,
Not alone.

Can't help but quit.

I need a respite from the pain
I hold so dear.

Been here before;
Cold dead, cold floor.

For some reason,
I show no fear.

I will choke on my sadness
Until I will suffocate.

And I'll try to find an outlet.
But how long can my soul wait?

Throughout all the reasons
That change with the lies;
That help you through the days
Until you realize:

It's just sadness without direction;
Suffocate.

I'm not the kind
Who would pull on the ties that bind.

It's like grains of sand;

What I can't feel in my heart,
I crush with my hands.