Featuring Jason Sears of RKL (Rich Kids on LSD)

Lyrics written by Jason Sears

Music Writen by Lynn Strait/Mikey Doling/Tumor Fahnestock

Produced by Mikey Doling/Tumor Fahnestock and Jim Wirt

Engineered by Jim Wirt

Guitars: Mikey Doling

Bass: Tumor Fahnestock

Drums: Shannon Larkin

As I sit here all alone and wondering why now once again

all the others weren't enought you had to take another friend

now once again to soon i search for words that just aren't there

I give to you my feelings in a song and with a tear

Somehow close yet still so far

I hold you here deep in my heart

I hope and pray these words you'll hear

that your at peace and free from fear

the question asked full in my rage how could you make this end

just seems so wrong that in his frime you'd go and take my friend

if goodness comes from tragedy then let this be the case

so only thoughs of joy are thought each time we see your face

Why did you have to know

I hope it's not in vain

Cause there has to be a reason

or some goodness in my pain

Passion churning sensess bluring

all the things you taught we learned

some things in life we'll never know

like how much time we're left to go

never fair or justified

sad alone I sat and cried

of all the questions we must ask

Not when, where, who but why so fast?

Now looking back I see the day our eyes they first did meet

an alligator shirt some jeans and docks upon his feet

with out stretched arms we said hello his face a welcome grin

You wanna go and spark a bowl nice to meet you my names lynn

a battle forges on but it just don't seem the same

cause I'm gonna win this battle and I'll do it in your name

I say goodbye to you my friend I did a fond farewell

at least your up in heaven now not stuck here in this HELL!!

On with the show we have to go

My thoughts they have been spoken

you touched our lives gave others

hope and now our hearts are broken

of all that come and all that go

there's few that have the spark

the strength the joy, the energy

to truely fill our hearts

of whom I speak I sing these words

and give this final hymn

I say it loud with love and pride and shout

I LOVE YOU LYNN!!!

Then someone looked up to the sky

look there's Lynn he said and off you flew

with dobbs by your side I know then you weren't dead

you just changed shapes free as a

bird to soar the skys above and so we turned

and waved goodbye as sadness turned to love