Impolite

someday I gotta give you back that smile
you were waiting for.I realise I was
impolite I realise I wasn't feeling that bright
what can I do to put it all in the past?

why am I only a girl
who always get confused?
why can't I understand or listen like everybody
I know out there?

I feel You've changed, I look in the mirror
and ask myself who am I!
oh yeah
what can I do to find my answer?
is it normal to feel this way?

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so many things I can't focus on
I am going crazy being alone without you
I wanna put everything I done wrong in the past
but my question is how?
I am just so lostc

someday I gotta give you back that smile
you were waiting for.I realise I was
impolite I realise I wasn't feeling that bright
what can I do to put it all in the past?

so many things I find I want to do
But It seems like I am confused
so many things I can be good at
and find I might not want to do that!

I think I am looking for the word
twisted, and unsure

someday I gotta admit to things
I've had and keep secret
someday I gotta give you back that smile
you gave me ..
I realised that the thing I did wrong was not return!