Living life
Don't you cry
My life
Pain is god
Many nights
Painful thoughts occur
You yell at me, again I'm wrong

In denial
I tried to be your friend
I tried to be
A good boy
All I see
A hate deep inside
Startle me
Someone save me

All these memories
Kill my heart
They bury me

(Chours 4x)
All I want to do
(You are not my real mother)
Is kill you
(Should I beat and stab and fuck her)

Looking back
I was never ever right
You were my step mom
Who always wanted me out of your sight
I would come walkin' in and I'd say, "Hello"
But you'd slap me
And you'd make some fucked-up comment about my clothes
But I tried to let it pass
But the visions in my head were of you
With a knife up your ass laying dead
So I popped some more caps in your ass
Now your son is not so fun
Motherfucking bitch never try to play me

You make my life
Not so

(2x)
All I want to do
Is kill you

(Chorus 2x)
Wish! You! Were dead! Now!

How
I know
How can I cry over someone I never loved (2x)
Never loved (2x)