I, I am confused, fighting myself
Wanting to give in, needing your help
Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch
Outside don't know you, but inside I'm fucked

Can you see it in me, skin cold from touch
Each day confronted with what I have done
You pull me closer, I push you away
You tell me it's okay, I can't help but feel the pain

I hate you
Why are you taken?
I love you
I feel so helpless
Why is it you?
ripping my insides each time I lay with you
why do I cry
why do I really need to?

Why!?!
Why!?!
Why!?!
Why!?!
Fuck you, bitch!
need to
need to
need to
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck

I hate you
Why are you taken?
I love you
I feel so helpless
Why is it you?
ripping my insides each time I lay with you
why do I cry
why do I fucking need to?

fuck
fuck
fuck
Slut!