oh fuck you磖e still alive - I'm glad to see you again

oh I'm really scared, I swear that I failed to know

I hear you say that I never seemed to love you

and when I'm asleep I don't want to hear you ?

and I don't know that I saw you drown

and I don't know what I saw

and I don't know.... you drowned

oh you never saw, I bleed to keep you unknown

no you would never know, what I felt: left all alone

and I lied to please the crowd that I belong to as well

and I lied ?.

crawl out and share the love

I can't explain the anger and that once I used to know

That I was the one who tried to escape

Tried to hold you back in my head

and I didn't want to hurt you

and I didn't want to hear you

and I didn't want to leave you

and couldn't even reach you

and I lied - so I lied - never lied