It's like I'm tired of life/ Lord i'm wrong why I cant
get right/ And when it's dark why I cant get light/
eh why it cant be light it's so heavy why my sin won't
let me see the end/ come get me/ please come get me/
my thoughts my mind/ my ways all evil/ I'm sposed to
be your people I'm sposed to see your sequal/ I said
I'll never leave you/ But I'm so left i aint right
Lord I'm sleeping with death/man,
I am cheating with death/ am I deaf Its like I don't
hear you/ I say that I'm a Christian but it's like
I don't fear you/ I'm on a selfish island and i am
no where near you/ God i really need you even tho I
don't appear to/ I'm drinking out a broken cistern
that could never hold water and I'm gonna get burned/
tho I try i never satisfy or quench this yearn/ I hear
you calling but it's like a fight for me to just turn/Lord
I deserve to burn

Hook: Repeat 2x
Help me Lord before there's no time left
I ain't living I'm just breathing to death (echo)
Your ways are perfect and they lead me to rest
Mine are evil and they lead me to death

I'm fellin' skitzophrenic / maybe I ain't saved cause
i gotta get high just to block out all the pain/ seen
death, seen hurt seen a whole lotta thangs/ instead
of running from it I'm running away from change/ it's
like I'm outside in the ice cold weather/the rains
coming down and I keep getting wetter/ I know I'm getting
sick and I could die any second/ but still I refuse
to let your truths make me better/ I'd rather eat flies
and maggots instead of bread/ and its killing me slow
but i cant get it through my head/ you were stabbed
you were murdered/ and for me is why you bled/ but
I spit on your bloody face as If i never cared/ And
Lord how dare i compare my pain/ your father turned
his back/ and you were left to hang/ I don't know why
you did it that I cant explain/ how can you love this
sinner whose desecrated your name/Lord I deserve the flames

Hook: 2x

I know I tell lies/ I know I do dirt/ Apart from you
I'm nothing but you can give me worth/ I don't know
if I know you/ But still I know I should/ I know the
days are evil and only you are Good/ I've come to this
conclusion I would like to change cause all the worlds
money and fame cannot sustain/ I know that i should
turn but thats the hardest thang/ cause do I really
feel that havin' Jesus is my gain/ the world is so
tempting/ Satan is a beast/ he hypnotizes my eyes to
say the least/ But Jesus be my treasure to know you
is live/ and I am here dying trying everything there
is/ All I need here is you/ help me turn away from
sin/ Lord give me grace to turn away and the fear not
to give in/ I know that I'm not perfect but if I could
rest in Him/ I know i don't deserve it but still I'll
take your hand/Lord let me take your hand

Hook: 2x