Cant wait to see you – Lil Crazed

(1st verse)
Its been a whole year and a half now, time flys.
It was like yesterday I was wipin my eyes.
From my cries of you leaving my life,
But I realize why cry when you up in paradise.
Don't get me wrong I still miss you till this day
And I wish you could witness your lil cousin on the stage.
But some things change it's the way things go
21st birthday, probally got your wings and halo.
But you've always been an angel in disguise
And now slim, you're an angel in the skies.
I sit back, put your picture to the side
Close my eyes with my head up high, reminise your life.
Thinkin bout the times we had way back
We were reckless flashbacks to the past aint as bad as I expected but,
You aint gone you just live in the sky
Cause you had one life to live and you were too sick to die.

(chorus)
Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven?
I cant wait to see you (cant wait to see you)
Would it be the same, if I saw you in heaven?
I cant wait to see you (cant wait to see you)

(2nd verse)
Aye boy how you livin up in heaven cause
Even though you aint here, you know that we still sendin love.
And I know you staying
true up there
cuz I look outside
the sky is blue up there
and I cant wait to see you up there.
And im through with these tears,
But that don't mean I don't miss you.
Im still with you kid, you know I will always be
Hope you see what im doin cuz you'd be proud of me.
Recall the night I gave you a ride in my car
You said keep rhyming and in no time you'll be a star.
Well you don't know this, but I took that to the heart
And I used those words to motivate me to get this far.
And now im doing big thangs, like you said I would
I know im gonna make it one day cause you said I could.
Cause if I want it bad enough, it'll end up good
And you supported me, one of the few that understood.
And I don't think you understand how much you meant to me
But things happen for a reason, this was meant to be
Cause now aint nothin hard for you, you livin heavenly.
And since we know life goes on I hope you rest in peace

(chorus)
Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven?
I cant wait to see you (cant wait to see you)
Would it be the same, if I saw you in heaven?
I cant wait to see you (cant wait to see you)

(3rd verse)
Aye slim, you werent like anybody else
When I called for you, you never hesitate to help.
So the day you left I cant express how I felt
And it hurts to talk to you cuz its like talkin to myself.
But I know you hear me loud and clear
Cuz the only thing between us is the clouds and air.
But I still shed a tear like every now and then
But at least its getting a lil better now than then, ya dig.
And yeah the family getting better now too
But trust me aint nobody will forget about you.
Man I cant wait to see you again
Tell great grand daddy I said hi, I know you with him
And our great uncle too, the one that past from cancer.
I know you up there with him happy as ever
Not to mention your sister you lost when you were younger
Who would of thought a few years later you'd be together.
Haha. Im done mournin your death, im celebratin ya life
Whenever darkness falls eventually it gets bright.
So imma make it through now, yeah ill manage
By the way I don't love you to death, I love you past it.

(chorus)
Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven?
I cant wait to see you (cant wait to see you)
Would it be the same, if I saw you in heaven?
I cant wait to see you (cant wait to see you)

Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven?
I cant wait to see you (cant wait to see you)
Would it be the same, if I saw you in heaven?
I cant wait to see you (cant wait to see you)