Gotta stop myself from running back to you

I don't know, what is real
Always makin' it feel
Like I don't know what I'm thinking

Blow your cool
Drop the ball
Throw your fist, through the wall
Without even blinking

(pre-chorus)
And the more you swear
That you have changed
The more you stay the same

(chorus)
I gotta stop
I gotta stop
I gotta stop myself from running back to you
(repeat chorus)

stop coming
stop running
stop dreaming
stop feeling

Build me up
Tear me down
'Till I feel
Like a clown
That's just what I'm used to

When you should apologize
It's my fault, no surprise
But now I see through you

(Pre-chorus)

(chorus)

Can you sleep at night
Oh it must be nice
To always have the upper hand
I'm already gone
And you still don't understand...

(chorus x4)