I finally realized
the clouds were in my eyes
i couldn't see the sun
i tried to masturbate
but i found out too late
it wasn't any fun
i was a hopeless case
pimples on my face
i didn't know what to do
i started hating life
that's when i got a knife
and i left you
i saw you standing there
and i just didn't care
the sunshine in your hair
made me not want to care
i saw you standing there
and i just didn't care
freckles everywhere
made me not want to care
me not want to care

her body was alive
when she smiled i lost my mind
my sister stood before me
i didn't feel the guilt
that all my muscles built
and this was all i could feel
i asked her for a date
but i found out too late
i didn't know what to say
and now i'm doomed to hell
inside a padded cell
i guess it's better this way
i saw her standing there
and i just didnt care
the sunshine in her hair
made me not want to care
when i saw her standing there
and i just didn't care
freckles everywhere
made me not want to care
me not want to care
i saw her standing there
and i just didnt care
the sunshine in her hair
made me not want to care
when i saw her standing there
and i just didn't care
freckles everywhere
made me not want to care
when i saw her standing there
i saw her
i saw her standing there
with sunshine in her hair
i saw her standing there
she was standing there
i saw her standing there
she was standing there