Change the fad
Throw this number far away
I thought
That I'd found my part
I was wrong- my mistake
Now I'm trying to fill the void
I'm broken: always the same thing when other people are around:
Like an unintended rescue the shadow-mask clings to my neck
Choking claws, playin' my part, choking claws

I'd just like to be who I am
Where should I start to seek?
In my reflection I learn
There's something behind

Tug-of-war
Between me, myself and I
I could scream
But I laugh
I could breath but I lie
I could win but I loose
The dirty, greasy costume on my skin, I cannot push it away
Calm down, calm down, inhale the screaming silence