I always tell myself to be patient
But my left hand shakes
Against your new couch
Control of the situation
Fell through my fingers
I heard her say
"You can't keep living
As if you're dying"
Well, I'm dying

And now what an awkward way
to spend the holiday
in such a deviant way to behave
It's amazing how quiet this house is
When the world's outside
celebrating their new years
and their new fears

Your addiction is okay
Cause it's medically approved
And the night is expired
Lay me down
To sleep but one more thing
Can you say "Addiction"?
Well I can admit my guilt emergency, emergency
Let's whisper, "Goodnight"

And now what an awkward way
to spend the holiday
in such a deviant way to behave
It's amazing how quiet this house is
When the world's outside
celebrating their new years
and their new fears