I only disappoint you
You only disappoint yourself
I know I can't control you
You know I can't control myself

I'm over my head, in and out, I'm ahead
Tell me why, what are you waiting for
I don't want to know, but I'm already there
And again, I don't know myself
I don't want to know but I'm already near the end

I have a curse because of you
I have a curse upon myself
I'm going to reach and pull you
I'm going to make you hate yourself

I'm over my head, in and out, I'm ahead
Tell me why, what are you waiting for
I don't want to know, but I'm already there
And again, I don't know myself
I don't want to know but I'm already near the end

I know, I know I'm not myself
I'm not myself, I'm not myself
I know I can't control you
But are you okay when I'm alright

I know, I know I'm not myself
I'm not myself, I'm not myself
I know I can't control you
But are you okay when I'm alright

Alright, alright

I'm over my head in and out I'm ahead
I'm over my head in and out I'm ahead
I'm over my head in and out I'm ahead
I'm over my head in and out I'm ahead

Tell me why, what are you waiting for
I don't want to know, but I'm already there
And again, I don't know myself
I don't want to know but I'm already near the end

Tell me why, what are you waiting for
I don't want to know, but I'm already there
And again, I don't know myself
I don't want to know but I'm already near the end

The end, end, end, end
The end, end, end, end