(Imbedded in fear, I stand and face the oppressor

Death drawn by my side, the taste of revenge invades me

The eyes of uncertainty, the slow drawn breath of those about to die

I will not keep death nor let it remove me

I will stay strong and focused on vengeance

The blade that is life shall detonate the rivers of blood

Severed enemies cries of killing horror

I will be redeemed

I will strive through

I will kill those who seek to kill me)



This time

I won't

Take my

Life for granted

I'll find myself asking

Why god must hate me

Why I feel

Like I should not have

Survived - This

And what is yet to come:



Why - Does god forsake me?

At - Look down on me

Night - Make me fear

Nightmares still

Inside my head



You never wanted me to stay

You almost took it all away

It's not my - Time yet

I still have one more chance to prove

This time I won't let you down

It's not my, my time yet



Why - Does god forsake me?

At - Look down on me

Night - Make me fear

Nightmares still

Inside my head



Nightmare still inside my head

You never wanted me to stay

You almost took it all away

I can't live, I can't die

It's not my fucking time