me....

all I wanted in my life was 2 be seen

it was all or nothing

nothing inbetween

I had to proove myself

stronger than my needs



In time

when I was giving up the fight 2 carry on

when all the happiness inside of me was gone

It didn磘 matter what I did 'cause all was wrong.



There磗 a part of me

who just can磘 see

why you believe in a scum like me

I care no more

why can磘 u see

I磎 thinking of being loved



I feel

that I磛e been holding on 2 long to history

my mistakes have been the same repetitively

it磗 a feeling of mistake and misery



A voice

always questioning everything I do

It磗 always there 2 make me feel a kinda?blue

makes me feel that I am nothing but a fool



Chorus



Instead

of being proud of all the good

things that I磛e gone

I take a step aside, I hit and run

'cause I feel that I have fooled you all along

'cause when you look under the surface

you will see

that what you think is big and strong

is only me