I fell in love with the feeling of being in love
I should have known it wouldn't last
But I had the traits
And the confident face of a man
And I'll evolve if I can't adapt

So I fell in love with the feeling of my own hands
Stretching back
Letting go
I shed the skin that I slithered in for so long
I rubbed my stomach raw

I can't identify the source of my
Overarching need to pry under your skin
I guess it started all the way back when
You and I used to pretend we were just friends

Now I'm overlooked and undertouched
I overcompensated for such
And I can't get back to where I once was

I wish I'd been the one to come undone
To have and hold this magic wand over your head

I can't identify the source of this
Overarching need to twist the knife in your skin
I guess it started once I realized
This life I once idealized is all gone to sh*t

Now I'm underdressed and overtouched
I didn't think that I'd like it so much
And I won't go back to where I once was

Thank god I was the one to come undone
Now I can hold this smoking gun over your head

I fell in love with the feeling of being in love
I should have known it wouldn't last
But I had the traits
And the confident face of a man
And I'll evolve if I can't adapt