I don't know how long it's been going on

I don't know how long colors were changing to gray

It's kinda funny that I act this way



I don't know how long you've been holding on

I don't know how long everything's been my fault

It's getting easier to take the blame

It's getting easier to try and change



Too many times I have told you that I was okay

But I'm finally feeling like I can explain myself

I'm not claiming that I know everything

No, I'm not because you made me this way



I don't know how long I can justify it

I'm tired of making up reasons, you're not on my side

And I would never talk to her that way

No, I would never talk to her that way



Too many times I have told you that I was okay

But I'm finally feeling like I can explain myself

I'm not claiming that I know everything

No, I'm not because you made me this way



Too many times I have told you that I was okay

But I'm finally feeling like I can explain myself

I'm not claiming that I know everything

No, I'm not, oh



Too many times I have told you that I was okay

But I'm finally feeling like I can explain myself

I'm not claiming that I know everything

No, I'm not because you made me this way

You made me this way



I don't know how long it's been going on