I have had these kinds of nights before
when I'm not there
when I'm not there
I have seen that look a million times
and I don't care
I don't care
I know the further we go the more we open our souls
the more I test you and hurt you
and I know that I'm cruel but it's not because
I like to
I like to

And I am cold as the winter I am hard as the rain
and only hard on the outside but inside insane
and if you stay around me you might get hurt
but you know that my heart is somewhere

I have blamed myself and still I do
it's not you
it's not you
I can't control this but I try
I'd give up all to feel alive
I know the further we go
the more we open our souls
the more I test you and hurt you
and I know that I'm cruel
but it's not because I like to, like to

And I am cold as the winter I am hard as the rain
and only hard on the outside but inside insane
and if you stay around me you might get hurt
but you know that my heart is somewhere

And I am cold as the winter I am hard as the rain
and only hard on the outside but inside insane
and if you stay around me you might get hurt
but you know that my heart is somewhere
Underneath this scars

And you are cold as the winter I am hard as the rain
and only hard on the outside but inside insane
and if you stay around me I might get hurt
but you know that your heart is somewhere