Youæ#138#®e a face Iæ#138#£l quickly be forgetting
An enigma I never figured out

And though I said Iæ#138##142# never leave I lied.
Iæ#138#¦ sure youæ#138#£l live
How much do I matter anyways?
Honestly, can you say you ever cared at all?

And how many times did you expect me to say it didnæ#138#° matter
That you did not care at all

I guess I assumed it would get better
But it didnæ#138#° so now Iæ#138#¦ gone
And someday maybe our paths will cross again
And someday maybe things will have changed

But as for now Iæ#138#¦ left to myself
As for now, I am nothing...nothing.

And once again, Iæ#138#¦ left to myself
And my destructive nights and pitiful days
Thanks for nothing