Control over myself just keeps slipping away
In my head, something else has taken the hold
Digging into my nerves and my emotions
I see through these eyes but can't feel a thing
No sounds are interpreted nor sights or words
The world has become deaf, dumb, and mute
Meaningless and broken, stirringly absurd
Complication, deviation, subjugation, alieveation

Impulse inside tells me to move forward
Spastic outside world pushes me back in
Violently lashing out at the creatures
The human kind has turned me to nothing
Just violent spasms...

Connection to planet seems shaky and undefined
Wearing thin were my brain cells with time
Writing thoughts on a little piece of dirty crumpled paper
Seemed like a waste of time
Communication was a dead concept to me
Couldn't give a fuck less about those around
Told to just exist, never talk, never walk
Never think, never try, never hear any sound

Impulse inside tells me to move forward
Spastic outside world pushes me back in
Violently lashing out at the creatures
The human kind has turned me to nothing

The human kind, they aren't my kind
Mental state kinda frail, kinda frayed, kinda fucked
Medication doesn't heal me
Institutions try to kill me
Suicide never brought me peace
Earth didn't fucking want me
So I'll just violently lash out at you
Blow you all away from me
Just violent spasms
Seems right to me

Mental defects raped my life
Your padded walls raped my life
Your drugs and hate raped my life
My bullets will rape you of yours

Die