I almost lost my mind
Lost in a struggle
Lost a few friends
Never lost my hustle
I'm too subtle
I cried tears of joy and left a puddle

I got a heart full of hope
A mind full of faith
But a soul full of trouble
I almost made a deal with the devil
For a couple of shining cars
And a crib out the ghetto
Plan me like Geppetto
Pullin' my strings
Giving me things I dreamed of since I was 14
Sure thing, temptations poison my body
Pussy, power and drugs, the evil inside me

F*ck that, I'm battlin' back
Fighting the addiction of fast living
Cheatin' on good women
Know I'm a good christian
On the conditions I know I made f*cked up decisions
So who the f*ck am I kidding
I know my future is already written
And my sins are unforgiven
To tell the truth, shit we all sinning
So who are you to judge how I'm living
Now everybody's a critic
Tell you how to do it
But they never did it
Now everybody is a critic
Tell you how to do it
But they did it

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