Playing God Tonight

Verse:
Someone said it's cold outside and that I'm going to die
They laugh when I speak and they make me feel weak
I don't know how to cry

Verse:
I had to leave my family to live my own way of life
The shame and guilt that I have built
I want to die

Chorus:
If I could show you, I would hold my lover tonight

Verse:
The tables are turning tonight and I wish it would help to pray
You laugh at all the tears that I shed, I'm glad I got away

Verse:
The end will come tonight, I'm sorry to say
To be normal again, will never happen anyway