A temporary period
Between the first and the last
Where I only feel better
I only grow much fonder
And the conscious fears of every day
Have finally shed away
A rescue from the trappings
That I won't remember anyway
And the threats begin again tomorrow

I want to not think
I want to not feel
I want to not know
I want to drown until I forget
I want to drown until all's forgotten
I want to drown until I forget myself

Dedicate the night to nothing
But the carelessness of constant
Bliss I only obtain
When I'm going underneath
It's how I feel free
From all the earthly troubles
Gladly toss these feeble feelings
Toward a mental eraser
Just to keep me from the fucking resent

I want to not think
I want to not feel
I want to not know
I want to drown until I forget
I want to drown until all's forgotten
I want to drown until I forget who I am

I'll swallow until everything turns black
I'll sever these senses until I'm a sick mess
I know why
And it's why I don't want to know