Apocalypse at my fingertips
I can't distinguish what is real
I push the plunger and the warm rush begins
I'm noddin' off at the wheel
Things haven't been the same
Since you said good-bye
I've been doing things I swore I'd never do
Just to stay alive
If I had blinked, I would have never met you
Lived my life content
But here I am, fucked up again
Life can be silent torment
I knew you'd never stay
Right from the start
That's what I get for diving in head first
Life feels like it's falling apart
I'm a loser, I'm a failure
I'm a fuck up to the core
I've been falling down so much
Don't bother getting up anymore
Can't explain the emptiness
That I feel
As I drive into oblivion
No, I'm [Incomprehensible]