Stab my back before you speak
I've gotta' reason to stay away
I tried my best but I'm stepping behind
So realize you don't need to be kind

I'm rushing life, I wake up in 3:AM
My life is always colored in problems
I'm living in strive, to solve them
I want to reach any kind of goal
But someone's always taking my roll

You say so I'm trying to live a better life
I'm always a step behind you
You energize me
I never find things new
It's much more serious and I'm curious
What am I for you?

You know that when I notice how I'm weak
I need you there, I need you help
So stab my back before you speak
I don't know where, I need to be
Yeah you know it's always when I feel okay
When someone blocks my way
And I notice how I'm weak
I notice how I'm weak
I need you then

I've always got a handful of tears
I have a life full of reliance
And reasons my confidence disappears

Every time I imagine you kicking me to the curbs
Every word is a perfect reason for why today hurts
And I'm feeling down at a nine to five pace
Until a million tears start running down my face

I'm hushing all the time, I shut up until 10:PM
My day is dark from the morning to the bottom line
I stay outside like I commit a crime
I want to reach any kind of goal
But someone's always taking my roll

You want so I'm trying to live a life with meaning
I'm just retracing your footsteps
You subdisize me
I never care things except
It's much more serious and I'm curious
Do you want me?

You know that when I notice how I'm weak
I need you there, I need you help
So stab my back before you speak
I don't know where, I need to be
Yeah you know it's always when I feel okay
When someone blocks my way
And I notice how I'm weak
I notice how I'm weak
I need you then
I need you then
You'll know when

I've always got a handful of tears
I have a life full of reliance
And reasons my confidence disappears

Someday I'll understand
Someday I'll be able to stand
Someday I don't need to rely
I won't need to cry or lie
I've always got a handful of tears
I had a life full of reliance
And reasons my confidence disappears
Until then, until then

You know that when I notice how I'm weak
I need you there, I need you help
So stab my back before you speak
I don't know where, I need to be
Yeah you know it's always when I feel okay
When someone blocks my way
And I notice how I'm weak
I notice how I'm weak
I need you then
I need you then
You'll know when

Stab my back before you speak
Cause' you know how much I'm weak
How much I need you then
How much I need you then