Pulling myself apart today
To see what's underneath
I analyze the things I say
It's a mystery to me.

Why can't I be normal like everyone else?
Why can't I become something more than myself?
I reach and I'm trying to believe in me
But it's just too hard to see.

Who am I now?
And when will I be found?
What if I drown?
I'm going under now.

Lost like a ship without a sail
And terrified to fail
Sick of the sickness that I feel
It's a mystery to me.

Why can't I be normal like everyone else?
Why can't I become something more than myself?
I reach and I'm trying to believe in me
But it's just too hard to see.

Who am I now?
And when will I be found?
What if I drown?
I'm going under now.

I'm going under now.
I'm going under now.

Who am I now?
And when will I be found?
What if I drown?
I'm going under now.

Who am I now?
And when will I be found?
What if I drown?
I'm going under now.