Lost myself in an endless goodnigh.t
Kept the time by the patterns of the streetlight.
Couldn't get it right.
I could never get it right.
Sadly, this is a wasted conversation.
Lost on you, lost on you.
This is a test of my patience.
Your blue eyes are so cruel.
I can't escape all the things we said.
I've taken years off my life with the weight of regret.
Now there's nothing left;
There is nothing left to lose.

Shouldn't I feel alive?
I swear that I tried,
To be alright,
To sleep at night.
Shouldn't I feel alive?

The night fades with a breath of sunshine.
I do my best to adjust to the morning light.
I can't keep my place.
Feels like I've been awake for days.
Sadly, you turn away and now I'm faced,
With the harsh truth, the harsh truth.
My cold heart is a place where true love cannot bloom.

Shouldn't I feel alive?
I swear that I tried,
To be alright,
To sleep at night.
Shouldn't I feel alive?

There's static on the airwaves.
I'll try to find the light through all this haze.
I can't find the words that I'm trying to say.
So try to forget me as I walk away.

Shouldn't I feel alive?
I swear that I tried,
To be alright,
To sleep at night.
Shouldn't I feel alive?