Under a blanket in my apartment with no heat cause
I'm still broke she thinks that's a good thing she
says it keeps me real and grounded and hungry for something
better she says I don't sit around and wait for things
to happen but she doesn't see me when she's not around
me my head in my hands her eyes in my head specks of
green light and yellow like the sun the sun comes through
the window and hits my face this last night fades away
from me "we're dying together,
I'll love you forever" she said she's leaving today she's going away