won't you tell me your fears?
whisper close to my face
hiding thoughts you don't steer
maybe you can tell i'm ashamed

put those hands on my shoulders
let you break me again
use your warmth the winter
tell me that you love me in vein

how i wish these words could explain it all!
how the hell did i get so bad?
damn this lisp and my cold unfiltered gums!
i guess i always envy the past

now it seems so unfocused
empty hearts feel no pain
i won't say what i witnessed
just as long as you do the same

oh i bet you're a sinner
speaking louder, refrain
will i last this december?
sad i never told you my name

did you really fall down that rabbit hole?
how i wish i'd known you had left!
if you ever need my help down below
hold on to that heart in your chest!

damn you bitter son of mine
oh you're learning from the best
die an old man on your own
stop hauting me