The last resort, I'm out of trust

I wanna leave and I wanna love

The night is cold, my brain is fucked

I promise I won't fall or lose

Gimme your hand and wait for me

Four months a year's better than nothing

I saw your face

There was a place where I finally found where I feel safe

I spent time

In fucking bars when I should be in your trustful arms

I'm stronger than you when I'm asleep

When I wake up I feel fucking weak

I dream of a day when I'll wake up

Feeling at home, feeling like me

I saw your face

There was a place where I finally found where I feel safe

I spent time

In fucking bars when I should be in your trustful arms

This is the time for me to stop

Worrying about shit I can't control

People are dumb and my heart is numb

But I can still see what's beautiful