I was up again awake at half past four
My own ghost was lying there
He said you better find a way or change your mind
I'm not going anywhere
So I wrote until the dawn could make him leave
Yet it could be worse
'Cause it seems that the one thing you love the most
Can be your biggest curse

Now I remember all that we've been through
But when I see you this all feels like new
If just for a little while

You were by me when I didn't want to sleep
To rest my head
Now you're better off just cluttering my floor
Than in my bed
I'm ashamed of all the things I do at night
Makes me sick in the morning
When all my inhibitions go to waste
To parade without warning

Now I remember all that we've been through
But when I see you this all feels like new
Now I remember all that we've been through
But if I touched you this could feel like new
If just for a little while

I'm ashamed of all the things I do at night
Makes me sick in the morning
When all my inhibitions go to waste
To parade without warning