Somewhere tonight
inside of me
a smile's a distant memory
of covering up my face
and landing on my knees
so you can never see
the darkest part of me

Shutting my eyes
I'm dying inside
I've lost myself a thousand times
but I can remain
in spite of the pain
I'll cross this line
just one last time

They are a part of me
these words that never heal
They still remind me
that all of this is real
Hiding from the world
lost in my disease
so you can never see
the darkest part of me

Shutting my eyes
I'm dying inside
I've lost myself a thousand times
but I can remain
in spite of the pain
I'll cross this line
just one last time

I can feel it
I can feel it
just for a second
I want you to see
I hide myself from you
I hide myself from you
I feel so infected from these
Memories
I hide myself from you
I hide myself from you
From you
From YOU

Shutting my eyes
I'm dying inside
I've lost myself a thousand times
but I can remain
in spite of the pain
I'll cross this line
just one last time