Barely alive cause I'm dead on the inside barely alive
cause I'm dead barely alive cause I'm dead on the
inside barely alive cause I'm dead...
FUCK
Sleepless and I feel this helpless within this illness
keep this in the darkness kill this but I want this
So here I go again tryna numb my pain cut a little
deeper but it feels the same close my eyes and I see the
light wide awake I pretend that I.
.. will survive, mouth is dry shed my skin and I don't
know why can't escape
cause there ain't no use I love my self abuse
Shameless and I blame this own this because I chose
this hopeless and I know this need this but I loathe this
Repeat chorus
I love my self abuse i hate my self
Barely alive cause I'm dead on the inside barely alive
cause I'm dead on the inside barely alive cause I'm
dead
I love this self abuse, I hate this self abuse I love
this self abuse, I hate this...
Hush little baby don't you cry hush little baby don't
you cry DON'T YOU CRY!
Barely alive cause I'm dead on the inside barely alive
cause I'm dead...FUCK! barely alive cause I'm dead on
the inside barely alive cause I'm dead... FLUX!!
CRUCIFIE