Sometimes when I starve
I hallucinate
I wonder where you are
Come and help me

Fill the tub
Fill it up
So I can drown
Kiss my lips
Make me calm
I am so alone

'Cause tonight
You're gonna regret
You ever knew me
'Cause tonight
You're gonna struggle for hours

You'll be scared
You will cry
Maybe you will scream
Keep my head
In the air
But I won't breathe

I won't breathe

Sometimes when I drink
I get really weird
I'm trying not to think
About your past life

Lock me out
Throw the key
I'll still be inside
Hit my face
Call me names
You can't stop me anyway