What Have i done?

I should have no thoughts of hell
Though i fear it
I should have no love for her
Though I can't help but feel it

This town can never be
Home to me
There is no plea
That will relieve these sins
Can I run?

I pray the cold of desert night
Will freeze my awful thoughts

So my life begins anew

I Pray The light of the sunrise
Will lead me correctly
I follow it blindly

She'll write sonnets of the heartache
Sonnets I'll never again read
These thoughts constantly breed
Making this weight unbearable

What the fuck kind of man am I?
What the fuck kind of man Am I?

I pray that the light of the sunrise
Will burn out your eyes