Still lucky to be alive

So many times I've been here on the edge of this knife

There's a hole in the ground

A man he waits for me but doesn't make a sound

I'm in the middle of road

In the calm before the storm

I'm not giving in not breaking down

Just on my knees

I've got to get my feet back on the ground

Cause I'm on my knees

Tryin to survive

Chasing a dream that lives somewhere in the night

Like a shadow over me

I'm runnin from someone I can never really see

It's a cry for help

I need to save me from myself

I'm not giving in not breaking down

just on my knees

Got to get my feet back on the ground

Cause I'm on my knees

Not giving up this time no never going to let go

I'll make it back to life in one piece I know

Been living on the edge, for so long

Last chance to hold on

I can't be to strong

And I won't let go

No matter how hard

Cause I can't go back

No I can't go back

I'm not giving in not breaking down

I'm just on my knees (on my knees)

Got to get my feet back on the ground

Cause I'm on my knees

I'm not giving in not breaking down

I'm just on my knees (on my knees)

Got to get my feet back on the ground

Cause I'm on my knees