I cut my finger when you left the room

The wound has healed long since then

But the finger keeps bleeding, keeps bleeding

For reasons unknown to me

I heard me stutter when you left the room

The wound has healed long since then

But my mind keeps stuttering, keeps stuttering

For reasons unknown to me

If only I could remember

The tune I was whistling that day

If only I could remember

The streets I had walked that day

If only I could remember

If only, if only

I saw me crying when you left the room

The wound has healed long since then

But my soul keeps crying, keeps crying

For reasons unknown to me

If only you could tell me

Why I'm smoking myself to death?

If only you could tell me

Why I'm working myself to death?

If only you could tell me

If only, if only