This time won't be like the last time I swear I'm gonna
make it different for sure.
No more monsters manifesting self destruction gonna keep me pure.
Don't try to stop me now because it's far too late
I gotta figure it out on my own.
The walls are closing in
the foundation shakes as the vultures wait to pick me to the bone.
Wide awake now another day remnants of my vices still laughing at me.
Amnesiated too hard to say what I did last night or what was done to me.
Sad and lonely, isolated don't want to feel like this any more.
Weak of mind and manipulated tired of feeling like everybody's whore.
Tired of living like I got no self-esteem accommodating
everybody else but me
and I give and they take and I give and they take.
And I give no more.